Midnight musing

To embark on the journey of fitness and to sustain it, we need alot of support and determination.

There will be slip ups.

Picking yourself up and continuing will be so hard.

But there will be some people and some things that will keep pushing you to continue.

When I jog or exercise, I don’t have friends or siblings who company me to on my journey except for one.

The other only thing that will force me to get of my butt to walk or jog is this.

The moon that follows me. The flowers that smile at me. The bright blue sky that says go on.

There is a reason why I keep snapping photoes of nature. It keeps me going

Sky of the day!

It is such a beautiful vision. But I didnt see anyone slowing to down to take in the beauty of nature. Maybe they are taking it for granted or maybe they are overwhelmed by life that they could not admire the beauty of it. Or maybe they are focused on their phones.

Whatever the reason is, it’s sad that they are missing out on this beauty.

Midnight musings

People usually write better at night when they on the bed. That’s when the brain decides it is such a good time to go down the memory lane and provide good content to create quality writing.

Well at least it is so for me. At midnight i decided now would be a good time to let someone i have feelings know about how i feel. I even crafted a long reflective message.

While crafting that message i could feel the excitement of letting that someone know your feelings after such a long time. The feelings that you have been holding on fearing a rejection. At the time, the practical side of me was asking me why am i even doing this knowing the luck i have with men.

For some reason i have chosen to ignore that doubt and just go ahead. Even though i know the result, there is a tiny hope at the far corner of my heart.

Update: I should have known. Anyways I received my rejection the following morning. I don’t feel too upset because I was expecting it. Or maybe it happened because I was expecting it. Anyways…life goes on..